Saturday, August 1, 2009

yesterday's events have really left me feeling alone and lost. i find myself thinking so much after yesterday. although i know its really no due time for me to be thinking so much now, i cant help but cry over the unfairness of life, and the cruelty of human nature. i feel exactly like i was being discriminated upon.

i wasnt unhappy or upset about getting punished. in fact, i fully understood that i should be punished and thus i graciously accepted the punishment. what made me exacerbated till the extremity of tears was not because my stuff got confiscated. truthfully, i was extremely outraged and maddened by the words this idiotic teacher has used at my classmate. how could he call j an "educational failure" and that she "wasted her four years in the school"?! and he did not even give us a chance to explain ourselves. even if he did, he ignored us and only concentrated on our offences and punishment. tmt is a fucking bastard who abuses his authority by humiliating, torturing and demoralising students. THIS was what made my tears flow. i couldnt accept his unreasonability at all. and what worsened the situation is the fact that i have friends who take too much initiative, TOO MUCH. do you think i dont even have the capability to claim my things back MYSELF?

and i really have to thank liling for accompanying me throughout recess, and even accompanying me in crying over the imperfections of life.

the worst has yet to be mentioned. when i returned to class, i think everyone thought i cried because my stuff has been confiscated.
go to hell people.
please hear the whole story before you come to any conclusions.

how now am i supposed to get my things back from tmt. whenever i see him, i get so angry that either a)my tears start pouring, or b)i get this gut feeling of punching him HARD in the nose.


when will anyone understand my true feelings?
when will they understand things, from my point of view?
when will my reflections show, who i am, inside?

i crave for someone to fully empathise with me.
just someONE.

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 10:29 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D

RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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