Friday, March 6, 2009

today was a very bad day.


i got so angry, so angry that the rubberband to tie my hair actually burst when i was walking home today.
i was taken by surprise, more precisely shock.
i didnt know that one could be so angry that even the hair strands can expand so tremendously.

i dont know why i've got this feeling that people look down on me and like, dont respect me.
its either that im too arrogant,
or that my self-esteem is too low.
which one?
we all know.

and i really hate it when people dont reply my messages.
i mean, cant use your brain?
sometimes my message is in a tone that wants a reply.
still cant get the message.
D:
even times when i already state 'please reply when received'.
STILL DONT REPLY!
isnt this open defiance and disrespect?
or maybe, its just plain stupidity on your part.
if the latter is the actual reason,
i accept it hands down.
but i just cant accept it if you see my message
and yet you ignore it.

i think i have lost all hope in you.
you are a failure, a disappointment, a disgrace to our section.
sucker.

and one more thing.
friend,
when you talk to me,
please look me in the eye.
i know im not like some beauty queen
but i strongly believe that that is the most basic form of respect for a person.
at least, i do that to people.

please be sincere.
i cannot tolerate hypocrites.

in class, i feel like i dont belong at home.
i feel like im still in a foreign land where strangers engulf me.
even though its already the 2nd year.
its too much for me to bear.
and not to mention my suffering at my sitting position in class.
the idiot on my left
is freaking hell bothersome, vexatious and irksome.
if you'd like to know more about what he does to me in class,
feel free to ask me.
i would be more than glad to share my problems.
im really sorry, but these are just my true feelings.

now, who are the only ones i can turn to?
the answer is simple.
my primary school best friends,
eileen and jasmine.

sec 4 life is taxing.
it really is exhausting,
and it draws the breath out of me.

this post shall end on a minor chord.

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 9:49 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D

RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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