Friday, March 13, 2009

i guess i finally understood the meaning of this phrase 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' today.

i just wanna thank ada wong for her pretty note and chocolate bar she left on my table today. they are absolutely appreciated. i think i was so touched after reading the note i almost burst out into tears. it was really timely emotional assistance for me especially when im feeling so unstable now. all i have to say is that i didnt expect it at all. and im so very proud to have such a great friend by my side:D i definitely wont forget you as an amazing lab partner, giggly classmate and mature confidante, ADA (:

of course, not to forget my 5 best friends. i wish i had more time to interact with you five! qianru, joanne, joscelin, cherlene, cherilynn! if i really had the chance, i want to tell you all everything man. i want to pour out all my frustrations and confide in, totally. and i want to thank cherlene for that note and hug on thursday. it made me feel so much better really. i remember that day, a very messy one.

i dont know what's wrong with me this year really. i seem to have lost passion and enthusiasm in doing what i love. when i play the piano, it seems like it isnt me playing anymore. it seems to be something inside me that is just dragging my fingers across the keyboard, without any feeling. and i used to really love co so much last time, staying back almost an hour after every practice just to play some more on my beloved instrument, but now, i almost dread every practice and just long to go home quickly.

i think im drained.

hopefully, this march holiday would provide me with just the minimal amount of energy to complete my holiday assignments. there is a crazy lot of homework this round. do the teachers actually think we are very free. i dont think i can actually finish all of it, with the mad 3-day CO camp and all.. seriously, i dont think there'll be much improvements through the camp. just like any other combined self prac, it will be pretty much unproductive.
esp with you being up there, wasting our precious time, and thinking yourself so talented.

i really need much more encouragement.
please do something, my friends.
help.

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 11:13 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D

RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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