Monday, February 16, 2009

as i reflect on the past three days, it has occurred to me that life can be so unpredictable, and i really think that we should try our best, no matter how tough the going gets, to live it without ANY regrets.

we lost our grandmother to final-stage lung cancer in merely 2.5 months. at first, the doc said 6months when she was diagnosed with it but it quickly shortened to 'anytime'. grandma has been suffering tremendously in the last few weeks of her life, with her dependence on morphine to relieve her pain. as i think about the events that led up, i really want to say that im proud of my grandma and her courage to live. even though it might only be 2.5 months, we know that her efforts in and out of hospital deserve great applause.

grandma passed away on Valentine's day. what a sweet day to choose, grandma, we will never forget the love and care you used to shower on us. we know you want us to remember you for that.

why is it that we always celebrate a birth, but mourn a death? why cant we come happily, and leave happily as well? sometimes, the unfairness of life really bewilders me.


goodbye, grandma. you're dearly missed.
the best grandma in the world.

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 10:37 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D


RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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