Friday, June 27, 2008

hello blog. im back to blog.

okay. that sounds retarded. but anyway. today was a really painful day. i dont know why it suddenly became like that, but the pain was so excruciating and unbearable i really could feel it. and it made me scream. not out loud of course, people would think im crazy. but i screamed continuously in my head. it has never been like that before, i totally have no idea. but i was lucky that i remembered having painkillers in my bag, so i consumed two after recess. it made me feel a whole LOT better after that so im so extremely grateful to those drugs. if not god knows what would have happened to me. maybe i would have fainted from the pain.

oh yea and speaking of bag, one of the straps on my stupid bag broke today. it was so embarassing. in the end i had to carry my bag on one shoulder and it was so unconfortable. but it was because i bought it at some lousy shop in bedok central. bleahx. so it is totally no wonder.

today is st john's day! haha miss trina looks so cute in the uniform! it made her look kind of like a small girl. haha. ok this is so random.

and today during CO. i am totally APPALLED at what mrs lim said. seriously. how can she actually suggest and insist on the idea of putting up the list of people who donated what amount. mdm wong has already said that it is okay if we cannot afford the $10. my heart really goes out to those members in co who are actually facing financial difficulties and yet are being perturbed by the pressure of paying $10, if not they would be unjustly branded as selfish, stingy or even uncharitable. putting up the namelist would be equivalent to announcing and isolating those who have not donated, but may also have been mistakened. furthermore, we have to pay for so much stuff now-- the costume for the end of year concert, the costume for next year's SYF(which will cost a bomb), and perhaps the co tee. personally i dont mind, but we really have to consider for those who are not as fortunate as us. in any case, i really feel that it is unreasonable. because, this is totally FORCED DONATION. and what kind of donation is a donation when it is actually FORCED? when it is dug out of people's pockets? this situation feels exactly like in Calpurnia's black church, where the donation to helen robinson had to be "slowly and painfully collected". i dont know what to think of this but to give a sigh.

and secondly. i am very disturbed by the lack of trust that mrs lim has in our CO members. the way she spoke of how the treasurer might do scheming things really showed her lack of trust in CO. and her tone was very offending and accusing. yes, i admit, it is because I am the treasurer that is the reason for my unhappiness. i mean, for goodness sake, we are already in secondary school, we are mature enough to think what is righteous and what is not! as if i would 吃钱。as if i would go buy a hundred dollars worth of durians to gouge myself. i HATE durians. they are stinky fruits. in fact i think they smell like a fetid dump. in fact, she asked the treasurer(me) to stand. it is as if i had really done something wrong and had to answer for what i had done. so i stood up and by the look on her face she was quite stunned. maybe it was because annoyance was written all over my face, that's why she looked so stunned. or maybe it was because i stood up so quickly, giving her no chance to say anything else. i feel like tom robinson, getting accused for something i didnt do. and if you can actually infer correctly, you would know what im actually directing at.


I, the treasurer of ahco, pledge to keep my accounts CLEAR and PROPER, and to ensure that no money would go missing from the AHCO fund, as a service to the benefit and welfare of the CO.

oh yes, but something to be happy about. me and suhui are going to buy a yangqin each(: YAY!!!!

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 10:37 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D


RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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