Friday, March 7, 2008
omgosh.
do you know how pissed i am right now
i noe its the holidays and im supposed to be so doggy happy
but im really extremely frustrated and pissed with you
what is your problem
everytime i see you, you talk about results
everytime i see you, you talk about marks
can you give me a break???
i know your marks are taipei-101 high
but you dont have to boast and gloat like the way you do
ohmygod
please stop it
im going nuts
and one more thing
let me remind you
you are only taking 8 subjects
what right have you got to compare??
and another point
im taking a different subject combination as you
and my subjects are TOTALLY MUCH MUCH MORE difficult than yours
if you think you can do better
i think you better shut up
i hate you
and you can forget about me writing for you
cos i really dont feel like doing so.you think you are a pro
what the giraffe
can i puke?
cos IT really is stupid.
it is so low class
think you trying to act emo and sentimental
ohgosh
i really wanna VOMIT
dont worry i certainly do not feel nor want to post IT here
cos you will totally lose face
yes i noe im such a kind soul
dont have to thank me
cos you are so disgusting
and you are another one
i can only say you are a brainless person
people sitting in front of you
you still can open your mouth and talk so loud
about me somemore
somemore i was staring at you
yet you still couldnt sense it
so pigness brainless
and you
i cant believe you havent got over it
it has been so long
why?
you are so narrow-minded
and you still have to go around publicising it
what the fish
can you stop it?
i already apologised, isnt that so???
why are you so sensitive when it comes to this issue?
your other cca mates are not as extreme as you
i seriously think you should go for counselling so that you can relieve yourself and not feel so stressed about this
do you know what is 拿得起,放得下
take it that im begging
STOP IT
anyway it was partly your fault
not mine totally
cos you were the one who gave me the false impression
you should hate yourself too
i really take pity on you
you have a brainless friend who has a big mouth
going around publicising for you
let me tell you
i dont feel apologetic at all
in fact i feel sorry for you
its been so long and you are still dwelling over it
thats really stupid
you like me
i cant control
you dont like me
i also cant control
so why should i care so much about it
to put it simply, it's because you have a narrow heart and mind
your mule of a friend
im so sorry to say
she's retarded XD
and she is insensitive
still a kid, i must say
but it's okay
as i said, i cant control what you wanna do, right?
so i shant think of it any more
sucker
okay nevermind if you dont understand. im just REALLY REALLY pissed with some people. they simply deserve it. my results are real bad, seriously. on the contrary it seems like im one of the top few in my class. when people see my results they are like woah. but then where got good? comparing with other classes....haiz. apparently my results are lousy like shit. for example, the lowest in 3L i heard is 17. wth 17?? its crazy. and my overall percentage is even worse. Term 1 is supposed to be so damn easy and yet i score so badly. its my amaths which pulled down everything let me tell you. if i dont count amaths in my overall i can get A1 for my overall lah. what the monkey. gahhh i wish i had more time to study. again, it boils down to time management. yea, i wish i am more disciplined. and i wished i was in a class with more competition, then i can really get my mind into studies.
oh and for english we got this NIE trainee to come and teach us, her name is miss nisrin. what the chicken, she loves my name like hell. and so of course she keeps calling it. even worse, she wrote my name in orange on the board, making it look so prominent. so embarassing lah. i dont like attention, really dont like it at all. and miss nisrin cant match my name with my face. cos when i raise my hand she calls me Mabel. =\....
yesterday joscelin came to my house to practise our duet. quite okay lah, except that she havent practised the last page yet so we cannot practise that page. ok whatever. i think we need to meet up at least two more times? i hope she doesnt think of how messy my house is XP
the past week was really hectic. although there were only two tests i screwed both of them up. on the day before common test, i was so damn tired that i slept at 9.30. then i told myself that since im sleeping early i better wake up early. but i was so tired that i couldnt wake up. in the end i woke up at normal time--6 am and so, i can say that i really didnt study for chemistry at all. but i still think the test is quite easy ><. but then i made a lot of careless mistakes. for example, i looked at the wrong element and so one precious mark is gone. and then i missed out on some details in my last answer as well. oh no, i dont think i can get more than 27/35, which is an A1. haiz. chemistry is quite an easy subject so i should be scoring in this area. amaths test was even worse. i already lost 8 marks out of 30 because i dont know how to do two questions. and ya, i left the two questions almost absolutely blank. haiz. i really dont know what to do. why??? its ridiculous lah, my emaths can get such a high A1 (100 leh excuse me) and my amaths can get F9. what kind of world is this? or should i say what kind of brain do i have... -.-
ok i'll stop talking about academics and start talking about cca. okay so co played the school song for founders day. it was such a boring day. co wait for more than half an hour on stage and i almost dozed off while waiting on stage. but luckily i didnt. cos if i did it would be so embarassing, somemore i sitting in front of the whole orchestra, so prominent. oh, and the school of course sang along with our playing. i think it was damn soft, but apparently huang lao shi said that our playing is not bad. o.O ok never mind. but then after we played finish still got people cheer. aiya whatever lah. this term we got so many performances, i carry instruments carry until sian diao. and oh ya! my juniors are in china now! haha i can still remember what happened last year when i was in china with 2b. really miss those lovely times. what a pity. hope they buy things for me. ;P lol. on tuesday, co comm members stayed back to talk about the social issues of co. and we talk talk talk for 3 hours. lol and we were really thinking hard and harder of how to bring across the message to co peeps that attitude really matters. and some ppl are really very irresponsible as usual they simply dont care about others or the group, they just care about themselves. how selfish too. and i hate to admit it, but im really scared that lin lao shi would leave us. i think if that really happens, co will have nothing to its name. and can u imagine how terrible would that be?? haiz but then again, i think we are carrying the problem too far. cant we try to be a little bit more positive? i think we should try positive ways before we touch on those really unwelcoming efforts. although there is a very slim chance of it working. but i still think we should try it first. oh and i am damn scared. the election for comm members will be held next next friday? either next next friday or next next next monday. if i dont get elected into comm, all that i have done for AHCO would totally be 白费力气.haiz. i really hate to think of it. i spent so much time and effort on co, with the banners and the planning of the sec1 welcome party games and blah. it took up alot of my time. i really hope me zhenyi jos and cindy can get into co comm. oh ya and of course i also hope for the position that i want! i want to be the treasurer! haha lol that sounds so.... ><
HOMEWORK :((((1) English:
-Newsweek WS (done)
-Newsweek oral presentation,by Wk 2 tuesday
-10yr series 1997 paper two
2) Higher Chinese:
-作业6~8课
-enjoyedu 周记
-enjoyedu 新闻讨论区
-剪报:活到老,学到老
-综合填充(done)
-read both issues of 少年文摘
-2 理解问答s
3) Emaths:
-Heymaths game on coordinates(....)
-Textbook Revision Ex 1- Q1, 2, 3, 5a, 5c
Revision Ex 2- Q1a, 1c, 2a, 2c, 4, 5, 6
Revision Ex 3- Q4a, 4c, 6a, 6c.
4) Amaths:
-holiday WS (done)
5) Chemistry: NIL
6) Biology:
-ACP homework
7) Physics:
-TB question
8) Literature:
-Essay on impression for chpt 1 to 7.
omg do you see the outrageousness???? especially chinese, what the horse. and i still cannot believe that im in sec3. i still feel like a young innocent child. yeah right.
oh yea and i broke my record again!
85 wordsSpeed test
Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 1:26 PM
