oh wow im feeling so happy now. but wait, lemme start from wednesday first.

so on wednesday we went to school for cny performance. i didnt even eat my breakfast that day. after my first period of Social Studies i quickly went to the co room to move the instruments. in the end we finished moving the instruments at around 9.10 i think? then we had to sit on stage for SO LONG to wait for 10am. after that lin lao shi came but i donno why terie still conducted. haha suhui was feeling so nervous lah. it was also my first time performing for cny but i wasnt so nervous. i was slightly afraid though. cos i was reminded of the band thingy!!!!! ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh i must get it out of my stupid head. after performing we had to carry back the idiotic instruments again.

OMG!!! IM DAMN ANGRY WITH THAT LAH!!!! I SERIOUSLY WISH THAT TELEPORTING EXISTS!!! CO PPL ARE SO SELFISH LAH! WELL I WONT SAY ALL, MOST OF THEM LAH! SOME OF THEM, WOAH, AFTER BRINGING BACK THEIR OWN INSTRUMENT, FASTER FASTER FASTER RUN HOME SIAH!!! SO DAMN GENEROUS LOR!!!! DONT EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE POOR OTHERS WHO GOTTA MOVE THE BULKY INSTRUMENTS!!! AND GUESS WHAT, EVEN MY JUNIOR SUHUI HAD SOMETHING TO SAY. SHE IS SO FREAKING RIGHT LAH. SHE SAID "WAH, AFTER PERFORMANCE, 最惨的就是我们LOR..." OMG THATS SOMETHING DAMN WORTHY TO AGREE WITH LAH! EVERYBODY SEE WAH CO SO LUCKY CAN SIT UP STAGE AND PLAY UNTIL SO SHUANG, BUT WAD THE HELL, AFTER PERFORMANCE WE STILL MUST CARRY BACK THE DUMB INSTRUMENTS!! AND DO YOU NOE ITS A VERY LONG WAY FROM CO ROOM TO THE MAIN SCHOOL HALL! SOMEMORE WE GOT SO MANY INSTRUMENTS, AND BULKY ONES AT THAT!!! ITS NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING ABOUT SHIFTING MY OWN INSTRUMENT, ITS NOW A MATTER OF RESPONSIBILITY! WORST OF ALL IS THAT STEPHANIE, SHE DIDNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HER SHENG LAH! AFTER THE PERFORMANCE JUST GO HOME STRAIGHT! AND JUST LEFT HER SHENG AT THE BACKSTAGE!! WHAT THE HELL LAH! ACTUALLY ME AND SUHUI SAW IT, BUT I DIDNT WANNA HELP HER TO BRING BACK. MIGHT AS WELL LET HER HAVE NO INSTRUMENT TO PRACTISE ON MONDAY RIGHT! SO IRRESPONSIBLE LAH! AND CHINYEE ALSO WENT HOME VERY SOON! WTH, ITS SO UNFAIR. CO PPL JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THAT THE REST OF THE INSTRUMENTS ARE ALSO THEIR RESPONSIBILITY. WHO SAYS YOU JUST HAVE TO CARE ABOUT UR OWN INSTRUMENT? THEN WHAT ABOUT THE ONE WHO IS PLAYING THE TIMPANI? CAN DIE LIAO LAH! HOW CAN SO SELFISH? LOCKER MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE WELFARE OF THE POOR PPL WHO HAVE TO SHIFT THE INSTRUMENTS LAH, IZZIT! SOMETIMES I REALLY FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT __. THAT DAY, WHEN I ASKED XXX TO HELP ME CARRY MY MUSIC STAND BACK, XXX SAID, "HEY, LAST TIME I ALREADY HELPED YOU TO CARRY YOUR YANGQIN STAND HOR.." WHAT THE HELL? HOW CALCULATIVE CAN U BE? LAST TIME IS LAST TIME NOW IS NOW! CANT U JUST HELP??? ITS UR RESPONSIBILITY TOO!!! ITS REALLY SHOCKING TO REALISE HOW LITTLE COMPASSION CO PPL ACTUALLY HAVE.

oh but then i must give credit to those who really helped to shift the instruments, like leejing and yujun. and also of course our dear seniors zhimin and the other senior who played the sheng last time, i cant remember her name, magdalene or something like that. well anyway at least they are responsible and sensible enough to know that the rest of the instruments also belong to them. i really must applaud our SENIORS who even came back from their jc to help, really very nice of them. even though they already left co, they still come back and help lah, now THAT is responsibility. i seriously wish that chinyee would emphasise more on the point that the rest of the co ppl must help to carry the instruments too.

anyway. after reaching home at 2.15 and feeling super weak, i gobbled up my lunch and went to bathe. after bathing i went to clean up my room somemore, and guess what, i found my old doll house!!! omg!! me and my younger sister went to set it up. its so cute! i even went to take photos of it lah! ahhh!

gosh they are just so cute. love them man. i didnt throw them away; really cant bear to.

but 初二was more fun, cos we played games! hhaha but this year didnt gamble, cos we didnt play daidi, instead we played mahjong! ohgosh i finally realised the fun and addictive value of mahjong man. last time i used to watch the adults play mahjong and think "oh man this is such a dumb boring game for oldies" but now i noe how fun it actually is man! LOL. i wanna play more mahjong!!!!!

and today i went to joanne's house in the morning to 拜年!haha i never went to a friend's house to visit before. so fun, we ate titbits, pizza, played cards plus gambled and talked! but then i lost money. 80cents to be precise. joanne won the most. but never mind, cos her mother gave us the angbao so generous, more than enough to recoup everything! hhahaha lol and tomorrow im going to cherlene's house to 拜年if nothing goes wrong. yayness, i cant wait! i love chinese new year!

lol just went to cherilynn's blog. she updated a bit of crap which i dont catch. i wished cherilynn would put a tagboard on her blog so that i can tag. i think im the only one who knows about her blog without any clue luh. lol but im still the dumbest ass on earth. HAHA!

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