Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ok firstly a very very happy birthday to cherlene lau, you are 15! haha congrats man. 3 more years to freedom. =.=

now let's carry on to wad i wanna say. the moment i woke up today, i knew it was going to be a bad day. (im so sorry ok cherlene.) in the morning, i poured out a glass of milk, but strangely i went to school forgetting to drink it and leaving it on the table. that's so NOT my routine. oh, and i also forgot to wear my badge to school, and had to risk getting caught by baboon/ zombie/ cai sujun/ kevin tan or whatever teacher. somemore, during morning devotion, dr boon walked right past me, and after that she said on stage "the girls ah, im watching your fringe and ur blouse. you know what i mean." my stomach kinda flopped lah.

next, during chinese lesson, i had a funny feeling in my tummy. and i felt weird in my brain too. then during recess, i had a really BAD BAD BAD tummyache and spent like almost 15 minutes in the toilet. after that i felt a little better so i went down to the canteen to look for joscelin. i was feeling super dizzy and weak at this time. but quite unbelievably, after eating up my cheese pancake in the canteen, i suddenly felt very hungry. (my sister actually felt VERY VERY FULL after eating the same thing) and so i went to buy a bowl of laksa and 10am, which only left me with 10 minutes to eat. and in the end, i finished it in about 3 minutes? omg its bizarre. ok, i know, my health is really bad. i've been sleeping very very late these few nights because of homework. especially chinese. and i havent been eating nor exercising right. anyway, i think if i carry on like this im so going to get high blood pressure just like my elder sister who is only 23, and she got high blood pressure last year.

and i havent finished with my bad day. seriously i shouldnt have went up to 3L during second recess. because i found out something about myself. and its not the problem with the class. its MY problem. today, mr neo and mr tan said that 3G looks very happy and enthu today. well i guess im the only one who is feeling the total opposite. i noe i totally dont show it at all. and its not healthy to bottle my feelings up so im throwing it all out here. even during music lesson, ms lee commented that the rhythm i composed sounded emo, or if u wanna say it in a nicer way, expressive. well i guess not everyone can actually read what im thinking. perhaps its only through the results of my doings that reflects me. and please dont say that im a loner or whatever, i dont want to feel worse thanks.

im a jinx, im a sucker, im a bitch. im just a piece of dumb shit.
MY HEART IS BLACK STONE.


sometimes, i really feel like sliting my wrist and see how it feels. if i slash off my wrist, would my fingers still move?


Literature is beautiful.


='(

Dora Chan ate a strawberry at 11:27 PM

DORA

16+ years
Libra
2nd October 1993
Kuo Chuan Presby PS, Bedok West Primary, Anglican High School, Temasek JC
1F'00, 2A'01, 2/2'01, 3/1'02, 4/1'03, 5/1'04, 6/1'05, 1B'06, 2B'07, 3G'08, 4G'09, OG2!!!, CG 31/10
AHSCO yangqin/percussion<33
170cm, 50kg
evening_explorer28@hotmail.com
dora.chants@gmail.com
child of god:D
i aspire to attain a Masters degree in accountancy
and maybe run a full marathon someday in my life.
this is me, and im trying my best to stand on pointe(:

LOVES!:D

purple, white, pink
my peeahno!
Yangqin!
Violin!
AHSCO & FOREVER<3
TJCO:D
percussion '08
quiet jazz
orchestral concerts! :D
pralines
apple crumble
apple juice
Novels that touch (:
Visiting countries
French roses <33
PEACE <333
and i really like it when people respect me(:

dislikes

unappreciativeness kills me
durians
Ppl who refuse to reply me
Being accused
Waiting
smokers
and i dont want soft toys on my birthday(:

DYing FOR

To be more grateful and content
more time for myself
Distinctions for all my piano exams :D
Greater determination improve on my academics
Respect
your well wishes
better skin
no more byebyes.
i want handmade cards on my birthday.(:
and you can buy me more clothes:D,
and Burberry:D

RESOLUTIONS

to manage my time better and stop doing last minute work
to complete a novel every fortnight
to be more proficient in playing my instruments!
to exercise MORE
to be punctual 80% of the time

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